School has started for 1 month already. Day in day out and soon 1 week is gone and now 1 month! 2 of my events are going to happen consecutively starting from next week and it is weighing me down to no end. I literally breathe and dream of both events.
During my waking hours I'll be replying emails, calling/sms-ing ppl so much so that sometimes I msg the wrong person. And recently I've been receving calls and smses from numbers that are unknown or maybe they called me a few times but obviously I didn't save their number and the next time they call/sms they NEVER identify themselves and then I'll be wondering who is that.
Nevermind. I've mastered the art of identifying the person by what they say. But sometime I still get very irritated when you don't identify yourself when obviously I don't know you can. And also when you call me can you don't speak so slowly or speak to me like I'm a 9 year old kid? I can understand you very well even if you speak to me a little faster and collect your thoughts before calling me? I know those 'annonymous' number will nv get to see this but I still want to complain can!? Coz I'll burst soon enough if I don't have an outlet.
And yes I dreamt of those events too. I see them more often the past week in my dreams leaving me v tired when I woke up in the morning... Imagine when you're awake you have to face them and when you're sleeping you're still facing them! I dreamt of all the worst things that could happen during the event. Quick tell me I'm not worried. And then I also dreamt of a BIG FAT person sitting on me back and as a result I could not get up and I has to struggle very hard and soon I am about to be out of breathe. When I finally struggled to "wake" up, I realized that in reality I'm also breathless... What is this!!
Bonkers @ 2/02/2007 10:51:00 PM
