People like to contradict themselves. I'm no different. Especially when we have to make decisions. Like now, I'm suppose to do my econs tutorials but I've been clicking here n there for the past 2 hrs. I'm in denial. I simply don't wish to touch it yet coz it is coz I onli need it on Mon. I planned to get my tutorials done like a few days b4 hand but I've lost the momentum ever since sch starts coz I was busy with the icff event. Now it is hard to get the momentum back.
People always thought I sure get alot of eca pts coz I'm like very busy this semsester but the truth is no leh... I have a total of 64 pts onli. It is not even enought to secure me a room in hall. Duhz rite! But it doesn't matter la.. I'm still unsure if I want to continue to stay in hall. The bright side of staying in hall is that it is near school.. you can leave 15 min b4 and still reach there on time. But the down side is that, you need to buy/cook your own food. The air circulation us not good.. so always very stuffy. Plus my sinus sensitive nose is making my life worse. The fan is blowing in my face every day... but if I off the fan I'll becum roast pig, so will my roomie. Then there is a matter of space...though the rm has ample space but its the personal space I'm talking abt. Everyone has this personal space which they cherish. I'm someone who cherish my space v much. I luv it when I alone in the rm coz the peacefulness sorts of calm me down.. but then if u stay in the rm for a pro-long period of time w/o any contact with the outside world then it will feel like I'm in jail. You get what i mean? Its hard to explain... guess u need to have the same temprement and also be in the same situation as me b4 u can understand.
I'm also undecided about joining eca next yr coz I might not be staying in hall and it will v tiring to go home late esp if u noe how late meetings here can stretch to. I'm also contemplating to give tuition again. But then again... not to join anything is like not complete. I don't expect to write down that I did nothing during my uni days except studying... -_-" Full of decisions to make. I shall take them as they come along. For now... I tink I shld go bathe n then do some work.
p/s: I miss talking to my mum but I'll find her getting on my nerves when I get home tmr. I miss fighting/quarrelling/scolding my sister but I'll ask her to shut-up when I see her tmr. So contradicting right. And finally, there is no place like home. I don't know why, but no matter how good it is here.. it cannot beat the feeling of being at home. I wonder if I can survive.. IF we get to go norway... duhz!
Bonkers @ 3/02/2006 08:04:00 PM
