Juz ended my 3 hrs long lecture - Principle of Media Econs. I dozed off several times in class and it certainly does not help that the class is quite small n I am sitting like quite near the front n I tink the lecturer might haf seen me doze off... but I really can't help it. I have been feeling very tired everyday... dun noe y. I ended up sleeping only ard 1am everyday... dun ask me wad I have been doing. My tutorials are all like 1/4 completed only... Esp math! I dun noe how to do....arrggghhh! Beginning to wonder if I shld haf juz stuck on to comp sci... *wondering*
These days I feel kind of weird. I dun noe how to describe the feeling... I want be alone yet not so alone. I wan to be with a grp of ppl but I do not wan to talk much. I simply hope that ppl can understand what I feel w/o me having to say anithing. Do u get wad I am trying to say? Hiaz... Little things can make me so frustrated these days... shall not elaborate much. All I can say is that there is much more adjustment to be done for uni life and for living away from home. Though I am not those 'xiao jie' who is always in a sheltered life but it is still quite erm.... 'sad' to have to look for food after a long day... else u go hungry. Juz so used to having food on the table when I return home. Home is still the best. =)
I shall give myself 1 more week to adjust. After that it is time to start doing some serious work. I have alot of readings to catch up on. Seeing the way those ppl take notes in class is simply too intimidating... indeed v diff from poly where everyone is talking away. Haiz.. adjustments adjustments! I juz pray that I will get used to the pace soon and do my best.
Currently waiting for my roomie to bring back my KFC dinner...n oso she dun allow me to bath b4 she come back! =(
Bonkers @ 8/02/2005 08:30:00 PM
