Waiting for lunch... which is Maggie Curry Noodles coz my mama went to work and Ah Ma veri lazy...dun wan to cook. I dun noe how to cook n oso lazy to go and buy so juz haf to settle wif Maggie! After Maggie feast, I'll be zooming down to KSS for a spotcheck! Shhhh...ya, spotcheck on my cadets. See how they perform when no CIs are around (or rather when they thot no CIs are around) hahah... Need to do this as they are the new batch of NCOs, the previous batch going off in July.
I'll most probably be fading off soon...ya SOON. When I feel at ease at leaving the unit. I very much wanted to leave now but somehow a little part of me dun wan to.
1) I still dun 'fang xin' leaving the unit to the 2 new CIs and new NCOs. I'm now trying to push them to do more things so that when I wash my hands off those stuff, they will not suddenly feel that they haf so much to do. But think the earliest I can go in in Sept, after the NDP and the competition KSS is holding.
2) Part of me still want to be part of this big family coz the bond is there. 7 years, Yes, it has been that long from a cadet to an NCO to a CI now. Part of me is deciding whether to continue as a HO and the officers haf asked is I wan to. For now my answer is NO. I wan to get away from npcc (at least for a while). If I still feel the urge to be back, I'll be back. I need a rest now... to get involved in other things than npcc. "To rest is to go further" --> directly translated from chinese.
My maggie is ready! Gotta rush now.... and I've a meeting at 9pm (YES , u didn't see the wrong thing) @ Jurong Pt. Why so late? Coz this is the onli time that my new HO is free to meet the CIs. Hope she is good coz haven see her b4 but heard tat she is veri fierce... -_-"
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Bonkers @ 6/22/2004 01:02:00 PM
