* TIRED... DEAD TIRED *
Never did I noe I had e ability to survive wif juz ard 3 hrs of sleep each dae...of coz I do start to stone [now I noe what is the meaning of stoning!] but I actually could get up on time the next day [rather unwillingly] and stay awake. Was rushing tis oopid programming assignment due at 11 am today. Actually my team members n I inititally thot that we could finish everything by Good Friday [which was yesterday] but NO! The problem was tat our 'wonderful' lecturer informED us on Thursday that he wanted 1 part of the assignment to be done in tis particular way but
hello??!! Dun u tink it is abit late to tell us such a major change when it is like due in 2 days? We argued wif him tat the handouts didn't specify tat muz be done way BUT he insisted tat it was wat the handout meant! Kaox! Can the
whole class be so goondu as to misinterpret the instructions together? The worst part was that the team member doing tat particular part is NOT around. She handed us her part on Wed [thinking tat she has finished her part] and went to be a taekwando refree for a tournament held in Singapore. So HOW to solve the problem?
Me together wif the other 2 members decided to over thru the night at my house. So they went come and changed before coming to my house at around 10 [one live in Jurong and the other came after her tuition]. We started by integrating all our parts before tackling the
'SUPER WONDERFUL' problem. After much staring n tearing of hair...we managed to settle 1 teeny weeny section n tat was like 3+ am! One by one we fell asleep... All curl up on my bed n my sis bed [I shooED her to my parents' room]. We were too tired to care abt wat position....fell asleep the moment our heads land on the bed. It was more tiring than it seems to stare at our laptops for like 5 hrs straight in the face. Woke up around 7+ the next dae n got back to staring though our bodies r still dead tired... At around 11am, managed to get the whole thing up n running...was so DELIGHTED! so happily we went to eat our breakfast, or bruch if u want to call it, tat my Mum bought for us. After tat decided to settle some requirements for the report n to do testing for the program. Tat's when the programme became cranky...What The... hiaz.... was trying to figure out wat went wrong....den dey went home [one left at 1, the other at 2] coz dey have to go visit their ancestors' grave. Me carried on staring but the system seem to be a bit crazy... Tat dragged all the way to like 8+ pm....had dinner den decided to do my report.... den suddenly thought of something to settle tat cranky programme...*Poof* It works! but still got a tiny problem dun noe how to slove...n I've decided to give up...and it is like 12midnight...
[what a GREAT way tp spend my GOOD FRIDAY]. Did my reports, waited for my members to send me n printed it out [70+ pages...didn't expect it to be so thick!] and all these ended at 4.30 am!! I plonked onto bed after clearing up and slept till 8am! Veri unwillingly dragged myself outta bed and to school to hand it in before making my way down to Kranji for npcc...n I reached ard 11 am...muz well dun go rite..but I haf to..need to bring back the test papers to mark [sounds like a teacher ehh....]
So tat was how I spent my time from Thurs evening till this morning.... TIRED.... napped for 2 hrs juz now... but ltr still haf to study for a test on Monday. n tat test is held at 6.15pm - 8pm!
tiaoz~ At tat time will be sticky, smelly and hungry...still take test...
Yingz: Juz read ur blog.... Ya, we've changed over the past 2-3 yrs... the 4 of us..[perhaps me changed the least? haha... I dun noe] but u seem to changed quite a bit esp after u started ur admin job at HSBC. In wat way? I dun noe...but juz feel a bit different from the old days...[ ya, old days.. haha..sound like we r some who had left sch for a long time]. Perhaps as you mentioned in ur blog, all our perspectives changed when we meet different people as we get older but pls slow down a bit n let ppl ard u get used to ur changes. You mentioned tat your mum n sis seem to noe u so much yet u dun feel tat dey understand? Ya...I feel tat I seem to get further away from you...perhaps b'coz we seldom meet? During the recent meet-ups... our 'gang' seem to haf lesser things to share...izzit b'coz we see each other once in a blue moon n thus the distant feeling? But I really hope to get back to wat the old days are like....talking n laughing abt anithing n everything [of coz kena suan by all three of u...dunnoe y ...but I'm forever the common target]. I dun comment much but I can always listen...
Okay...saw the tiny caption under my name on ur blog... 'can't seem to understand her...her heart that is' ... Hahah! Am I so complicated? Hmmm....not really lah. Juz tat I seldom tell ppl what I'm tinking? Coz sometimes I dunnoe wat I want too... it is like I always do things by logic...sometimes I feel like doing this but after thinkin...it doesn't seem right den I put off the idea. But if you ask...I'm might tell...haha..Tat's the key...u ask I might tell, u dun ask I wun tell. These few years I begin to realize why I'm so fierce [tat's wat u guys say... but I dun tink so lah...haha]... I read somewhere tat I'm like building a shell ard me....to protect myself (like a tortise)...coz I dun trust easily...Dun noe why too..juz a characteristic of mine? I haf many hi-bye friends but good friends are the few of you... [I've mentioned b4 tat I onli haf good friends but n best friends] so I realli dun hope we becum so distant tat I lose u.....
p/s: the above entry to u tis is one of my minor change... I share a bit more than last time? I'm learning to let go...to find myself..... you're learning to find yourself too..so let us all search for ourself together?
Pp/s: Dun be too sad k....Cry if you must [u will feel better to let go] but set a limit for yourself. Allow yourself to be sad for onli tis period of time n den be strong n move on k.... I'll support u thru sms & [telepathy??]...coz I simply dun noe wta to say if u were to ask me to call u....no personal experience.. oOps...
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Bonkers @ 4/10/2004 09:14:00 PM
