Juz finish reading Ying's blog...sounds like her CBD life is so much fun huh....much better than my life anywae...ahah! I've always find life veri the sian loh...nthing interesting happens aniwae... y? I dun noe....maybe I didn't bother to look for interesting things everydae? *shrugs*
Really feel like going to work after reading ying's blog...all ur fault CNY! ahhaha... Talking abt work...I realli wonder what will I be working as in the future? Will I make use of my diploma / degree? If yes, it means I will be doing programming all day long...OMG! Can't imagine doing that for a career man! If no, den why do I need to study?? Hmmm.....I always feel that we dun actually use what we learn in school when we go out to work. I mean when u first start a job, you will need someone to guide u thru the ropes rite... den what u do might totally have no link with what you have studied. Very confusing rite?
Do you all known what your career is going to be in say another3-5 years time?? Well, for me I still can't make a decision. I realli wonder how some ppl know what exactly they want to be when they are young. I am alreadi going to be 19 this year and yet clueless abt my life ahead of me. I've thot of being an air stewardess / working in the air force / police force etc but I will always have doubts in my own ability to fulfil the role. Why??? I can't say I have no confidence but I can't say I am veri confident either... But one thing I know for sure is that I'm pretty afraid of failure....I mean those major setbacks..or izzit that my own expectation is too high?? I realli wonder how I will react if I were to be dealt with a failure. My life so far can be considered quite smooth-sailing...... and of course I will it will continue to be so...but I noe that it can't be the case forever...
Do you guys feel this way at certain times too??
(back to my books) *coughing*....chest pain =(
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Bonkers @ 2/25/2004 05:56:00 PM
