Juz got back from training.... it ended 1 hr earlier todae coz of the rain n coz the officers r not free to stay till 4.30... It's juz as well.... i got a headache the moment I reach home...tink the sun is too hot todae...n I'm like under the sun for 5 hrs .... the watch mark on my wrist indicatres that... since I dun haf a watch mark until todae... abit sun burn now... I realli dun noe how to get through the next 9 trainings to come. In fact, I'm dreading it.... I tink I'm beginning to get tired... tired of facing those bunch of monkeys who dun appreaciate the effort we've put in for them...the bunch of monkeys who think they are veri clever...the bunch of monkeys who does everything except what you want them to. I tink it is juz 1 particular squad....maybe the person-in-charge of it is juz simply too lenient wif them. Sometimes I have this thot of not going for training anymore... coz they realli dun gif me the kind of drive to carry on.... 6 yrs...I've been in npcc for 6 yrs.... things are beginning to get stale.... haiz....
5:38 pm
Bonkers @ 11/10/2003 05:38:00 PM
