juz came out of the bathroom... all the "MotherSSS" in my family came over to my hse todae to celebrate Mothers' Day & my Papa's Birthdae...hahazz
kill 2 birds wif one stone.... =) so Full now....n i didn't eat a single grain of rice today...coz got too many dishes... think me will realli grow fat fatter fattest...ahha if i continue to feast like that everydae.
Juz hung up the phone..was dicsussing wif NY abt meetin Ah Bongz on vesak dae but it's his birthdae...so c how...NY, u noe an answer liao then tell me k..
Ok..back to MF.....was on the phone till 3am yesterdae...OMG! i break record lehz....still awake @ 3 am! didn't even stay up past 2am for my O's... =P
Anyway, was on the phone wif her for 4 hrs? i tink ard there...my ear hurts after that...she asked me a lot of qns...a lot of Why he blah blah...Izzit I blah blah...
basically it's a lot of why qn n i can't answer her... haiz... this kind of things how to answer her..i dun noe what exactly happen between them...if i say the wrong thing she will cry.... but if he realli make her so sad....n it is not once but quite a few time..i tink it's time for her to give up...maybe it's easier for me to say as it is always easier said than done...
I believe that someone worth your tears will never allow u to shed any tears for him. When it's time to let go, just let him go...If he is meant to be yours, he will be with you eventually...Maybe he is not realli the one you are looking for..he may be just someone who will cross your path in your life...'the right one' is still looking for you somewhere out there....somedae, some place, that someone will be with you.... MF, the important thing now is not to be sad for him but rather to channel you energy to other things worth your attention. Maybe you can try to take part in more things to occupy yourself so that you will not have time to imagine things...Time will fade off the amount of hurt... Trust me, time will change everything...
10:36 pm
Bonkers @ 5/11/2003 11:02:00 PM
